Change.

I feel like my life is about to take a major change.

I don't know, I can just sort of feel it and I can anticipate it.

I just broke up with Jacob, my online boyfriend of a year. It was a complicated relationship that - partly due to distance, partly due to emotional friction, and partly due to our age gap - would probably not have worked out. Very fortunately, we both have the desire to remain good friends which is something I'm very happy about, as I was afraid it would end horribly.

For the first time since sixth grade, I've made a new close friend that isn't a complete asshole, which is nice. It's nice to have another friend that, you know, actually respects me as a person.

I'm going to be starting therapy soon, which hopefully means I'm going to start addressing my plethora of problems in a way that is actually productive.

So, this'll be interesting.

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Onepiece285 2009-05-02 19:03:23

Hope it's a major change for the better. Hope good things come of your near future.

<3 =3

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 19:03:23

Thanks <3

I'm hoping they'll be good, too. I think they will be.

Maximus 2009-05-02 19:26:06

Hopefully you'll get through it all ok.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 19:26:06

Thanks.

Hopefully. :I

Brass 2009-05-02 19:29:19

I like the word plethora.

Plethora.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 19:29:19

I jump at every opportunity to use that word.

Which, sadly, is not very often.

UltimateAxl 2009-05-02 20:05:36

Nice to have great friends in the real world. People don't respect me as a person at all in the world. No idea why, they somehow take advantage of me. Sometimes I'll leave a mark...

Been through changes this whole year. New school, meeting new people, learning new music, going to a concert too which is a change for me.

Yes, it's great. Hopefully you'll find great things year after year.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 20:05:36

Thanks.

Yeah, it's a brand new school for me, as well. Entering high school and all that jazz. Big changes come with that in and of itself.

thelittleemo 2009-05-02 21:57:17

Well i hope that life treats you good.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 21:57:17

Thanks.

Onett 2009-05-02 23:02:08

Therapy is good, hopefully you and your folks work some issues out. The stuff about your mother freaking out the whole S&M subject would be a good example of reaching out and trying to resolve that friction.

Whatever the case, as long as it helps you reach out to your family more, then nothing but good can come from it.

And it'll be good that you'll be getting your problems and frustrations out.

Glad you also made a good close friend.

By the way, sorry for not really talking to you on MSN these days, just haven't been very talkative these days.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 23:02:08

Right now, the idea of being open with my family is terrifying. Hopefully therapy will help with that, but right now, I just don't even want to think about being vulnerable to them.

And yeah, I get times where I just don't want to talk to people some times. I tend to just stay logged off and browse the forums, or go do something else of the computer.

Drugged 2009-05-02 23:48:13

I hope things go okay. :3

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-02 23:48:13

Thanks :3

Proottalfain 2009-05-03 00:12:25

Well with this change, you can spice up your userpage and add colors!!!

I mean your whole userpage is all black, white and grey.

Get yoself a colorful aura, a nice profile pic and ummm... your header is nice.

But your header is still grey.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-03 00:12:25

My header if fabulously gay.

Sensationalism 2009-05-03 00:45:08

Make sure you like your therapist, makes talking easier. I love mine! (not the creepy kind of love, more like the way I love my iPod.)

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-03 00:45:08

Yeah.

I'm having an assfuck load of problems just getting an appointment with a therapist period, so I hope this one actually is good. We've just had problem after problem :I

Makeshift 2009-05-03 01:16:09

I always saw "InsertFunnyUserName" in the forums. Never new you were a chick. :o

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-03 01:16:09

That's the case with a lot of people.

FurryFox 2009-05-03 01:47:11

Hope therapy works well for you. Worked for lots of friends of mine and even me. Feels good talking to another person and getting stuff off my chest without any worries at all.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-03 01:47:11

Yeah, I'm hoping it helps. It's worth a shot.

black7dragon 2009-05-03 09:32:22

hope you like your therapist, they can be really kewl.
I love being described as a close friend...;)
and i hope that you and your family can work stuff out.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-03 09:32:22 (Updated 2009-05-03 19:57:08)

I'm hoping things will get easier between us. We're very distant right now. We mutually coexist, but that's it.

Brass 2009-05-03 14:05:51

Well, good luck with your problems, and also finding a plethora of situations in which to use the word plethora.

InsertFunnyUserName 2009-05-03 14:05:51

Thanks.

Plethora :D

Change.

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