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Change.

Posted by InsertFunnyUserName - May 2nd, 2009


I feel like my life is about to take a major change.

I don't know, I can just sort of feel it and I can anticipate it.

I just broke up with Jacob, my online boyfriend of a year. It was a complicated relationship that - partly due to distance, partly due to emotional friction, and partly due to our age gap - would probably not have worked out. Very fortunately, we both have the desire to remain good friends which is something I'm very happy about, as I was afraid it would end horribly.

For the first time since sixth grade, I've made a new close friend that isn't a complete asshole, which is nice. It's nice to have another friend that, you know, actually respects me as a person.

I'm going to be starting therapy soon, which hopefully means I'm going to start addressing my plethora of problems in a way that is actually productive.

So, this'll be interesting.


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Hope it's a major change for the better. Hope good things come of your near future.

<3 =3

Thanks <3

I'm hoping they'll be good, too. I think they will be.

Hopefully you'll get through it all ok.

Thanks.

Hopefully. :I

I like the word plethora.

Plethora.

I jump at every opportunity to use that word.

Which, sadly, is not very often.

:)

Nice to have great friends in the real world. People don't respect me as a person at all in the world. No idea why, they somehow take advantage of me. Sometimes I'll leave a mark...

Been through changes this whole year. New school, meeting new people, learning new music, going to a concert too which is a change for me.

Yes, it's great. Hopefully you'll find great things year after year.

Thanks.

Yeah, it's a brand new school for me, as well. Entering high school and all that jazz. Big changes come with that in and of itself.

Well i hope that life treats you good.

Thanks.

Therapy is good, hopefully you and your folks work some issues out. The stuff about your mother freaking out the whole S&M subject would be a good example of reaching out and trying to resolve that friction.

Whatever the case, as long as it helps you reach out to your family more, then nothing but good can come from it.

And it'll be good that you'll be getting your problems and frustrations out.

Glad you also made a good close friend.

By the way, sorry for not really talking to you on MSN these days, just haven't been very talkative these days.

Right now, the idea of being open with my family is terrifying. Hopefully therapy will help with that, but right now, I just don't even want to think about being vulnerable to them.

And yeah, I get times where I just don't want to talk to people some times. I tend to just stay logged off and browse the forums, or go do something else of the computer.

I hope things go okay. :3

Thanks :3

Well with this change, you can spice up your userpage and add colors!!!

I mean your whole userpage is all black, white and grey.

Get yoself a colorful aura, a nice profile pic and ummm... your header is nice.

But your header is still grey.

My header if fabulously gay.

Make sure you like your therapist, makes talking easier. I love mine! (not the creepy kind of love, more like the way I love my iPod.)

Yeah.

I'm having an assfuck load of problems just getting an appointment with a therapist period, so I hope this one actually is good. We've just had problem after problem :I

I always saw "InsertFunnyUserName" in the forums. Never new you were a chick. :o

That's the case with a lot of people.

Hope therapy works well for you. Worked for lots of friends of mine and even me. Feels good talking to another person and getting stuff off my chest without any worries at all.

Yeah, I'm hoping it helps. It's worth a shot.

hope you like your therapist, they can be really kewl.
I love being described as a close friend...;)
and i hope that you and your family can work stuff out.

I'm hoping things will get easier between us. We're very distant right now. We mutually coexist, but that's it.

Well, good luck with your problems, and also finding a plethora of situations in which to use the word plethora.

Thanks.

Plethora :D